Incarnated

You taught me how to spread
my wing and learn to fly
and i believed in you, so true
I know I'll reach the skies

You flown with me so high
I almost see the whole universe
but then you left me, flying far away
when I said that word you heard

Everything I've learned from you
vanished rushly, so sadly
what I have done wrong to you
I knew I love you honestly

I've fallen deeply in my bluest seas
I drowned and felt deseased
yet intuition risen my buried senses
and wrapped me to turn into a beautiful beast

Phases of my Sorrow

Home.....a place where I should be
feeling the presence of my family
the most perfect thing I ever dreamed of
this was taken away from me

Love.....the innermost feeling I have in me
In my experience of all that is real
exploring the miracle that it might bring
this instead would put me to blame

Friends.....special persons I adored
but inspite of the goodness they had shown
I dwelt particularly on their faults
now they seem have left me alone

Hatred.....something I never wanted to feel
but now most people seem to be false
regretting the loss of all I held dear
this is a burden I know I must bear

Life.....the greatest gift I've ever received
to be cared for and cultivated as best I can
to be learned from much more than is usual
-yet destiny forbids it to be this way

Death.....an event set naturally on time
all leave this world unfortunate or not
gaining an escape from suffocating reality
This, I think is a good remedy

It somehow will end
My phases of sorrow.....

Ghost

First time I saw you
I swore to God
I'd be your man
for the rest of your life

Madly in love with you
I shared my feelings
doing all I could
to make you mine

We talked and laughed
I often felt your presence
I don't know why
It ended all too soon

I want to know you well
I believe you love me too
Instead of the ghost in my heart
I want to see the real you

Sweet Goodbye

I was born with freedom
with love
with talents
with much importance

I took all the chance
to love life
to be happy
to be respected

I reached the dreams
I dreamt of so long
I treasured so much
I sparked on highest space

Just to be someone
who searches for love
who shares what he has
who patiently understands

But things turned unfair
wounding me
breaking me
leaving me in this terrible state

Precious love in my life
dear family
and loyal friends
my dearest hopes, I have left them

I wondered without reasoning
because it isn't me
because it's not my fault
because maybe it's my destiny

Goodbye is my sweetest word
I'll be leaving for peace
I'll be letting go of everything
I'll be staying in eternity

A Simple Recipe of Happiness

Ingredients:

1 "big heart" full of love for self
1 kilo of parent''s Reminders and Advice
1 kilo of "prayer"
4 cups of "hard work"
4 cups of "laughter"
3 cups of "patience"
3 cups of "determination"

Special Seasonings:

Faith
Good Friends
Understanding

Procedures:

1. Combine the ingredients and mix them well. Be sure that there's no spillage among the ingredients.
2. Sprinkle it with Faith, Good Friends, and Understanding. And share it.

Note: Do this recipe everyday. This is good for achieving Happiness.

Broken

I don’t know where I should start,
now that we’re fallen apart.
why thing just happened so fast?
everything is gone with a blast.

Should I blame myself if I’m loving you
so much, coz what I feel for you is true
I’m felling so much pain and I look like a fool
Is there anything that I shouldn’t do?

You told me not to leave on your side,
and I did, and I keep that promise in my heart.
To be with you always, in rain or shine,
share my life with you, to smile and to cry.

You said that I am yours forever,
help me to become myself better.
No matter what it takes, you’ll be there,
and will never leave me coz you care.

I can’t blame you if you’ve changed easily,
but I believe that one day you’ll see,
even you have left me unexpectedly,
I know you still love me, and soon you’ll come back to me…

I still Love Him

Who would ever thought that the person you love so much will go far away and will ask you for some space and time to think…That’s fine with me, coz I understand and I feel the need of him to be alone…

But with that request, a fear for something had began filling up my confused mind…Why?… Why do you need to say those words…I’m then, lost in nowhere…with my eyes in tears…and torn feelings…

He left me alone and find his time for himself, not knowing that with that short span of time, he already had someone new…Then my heart began to feel this unwanted pain…It’s more than what i first felt…

I may know the reason why he left me, yet I have to admit the fact that it’s our fault…1 year of being together but nothing happened…Immaturity, being childish, mood swings….Both of us…No exception…

I can’t say anything…What I know is that I have never love this way before…My love for him is never fake…I Might not be a perfect boyfriend or partner, yet I know that he feels how much I love him…Despite of what happened to us…

…No matter what, I will always be here for him and my family who loves him too…I Still Love Him…my love will never change…I always have this faith that If we are destined together, then we’ll be back with each other’s arms…

I know he still loves me…

bLubOi_rUi .......... still loves me

….I Love You…I’ll Be waitin for You…It might not be today…tomorrow…but when the right time comes…